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Er, I'm so damn annoyed right now. I want to just fucking break something that's not mine. Not that I'll get that lucky.
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[10 Aug 2009|11:31am] |
[Private to self.]
Nothing much to say publicly. The last few weeks have been, more or less, have been utter shite. Rabastan has a girlfriend, I feel lost without him, but I should have figured things out earlier. We had a small talk, I feel as if he might be almost ashamed of me.
Fuck him. Fuck her. I'm mad at him, but I don't want to make him uncomfortable with me or thinking he has to be around me. I think he just feels guilty about us so he acts this way.
I was better off by myself.
I also saw Severus, he seemed really battered up. I spent some time with him, I wish I could have done more for him but I was unsure if he even wanted me there to begin with.
I don't mind being a recluse....
[/Private.]
So, how many of you tossers went to that ball and actually had fun?
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[25 Jul 2009|04:50am] |
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Fuck Halloween.
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[25 Jul 2009|01:00am] |
[Private to self.]
I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.
I hate Rita. I hate her!
HateHateHate them!
Fuck him, fuck her.
Grr, I can't even stand his face. I just want to hit him.
Whatever, he can go fuck whoever he wants. I can't do anything except feel jealous.
I am going to sneak out to see Amycus in Hogsmeade, then sneak back to the daft Halloween party. If not for anything other than to sulk. No one will suspect.
[/Private.]
Great weather.
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[23 Jul 2009|03:43am] |
Rabastan?
Are you busy on Halloween?
[Added later, Private.]
I suppose that Rabastan will probably ignore me now, thus why I never see him. Who knows now, anyway.
[/Private.]
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[01 Jul 2009|04:28pm] |
[Private to Self]
I miss hanging out with Severus, he gets so agitaited now whenever I want to try to be his friend and do friend things. I thought we could hang out and do something but he's always hanging around that Marle-girl.
I'm not jealous that he seems to have a girlfriend, but I thought we were friends?
Sigh.
Rabastan seems less than happy about our own friendship. I can see it on his face.
Amycus was the only reason I talked to most of the people I know and I feel now that he isn't here? Everyone just says: Fuck off, Alecto.
It's not fair.
[/Private]
Not much to say really.
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[26 Jun 2009|05:46pm] |
[private to self]
I miss Amycus, he's not Owled my in so long, I feel there is more to this than what is normal.
I'm worried, I'm so upset and I know Rabastan said that he'd be there for me, but I'm just not sure...
[/private]
Ugh, school is so ridiculous. I kind of wish I could have attended another school with Amycus instead of Hogwarts.
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[17 Jun 2009|12:48am] |
I thought school wasn't going to be ridiculous, apparently it is...even without Amycus here. I heard he was with Rodolphus recently, who knows how true that is.
Any thoughts?
Severus, I'm sorry for angering you the other day, I hope we are okay now?
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[06 Jun 2009|02:53am] |
You know what? I'm not going to lie, I'm actually going to enjoy my classes this year around.
I won't have to be arsed with Amycus pestering me all the time.
Uh, Sev?
Howdy.
I'm a yank today, deal.
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[06 Jun 2008|07:32am] |
So, Peter died? I don't really know what to say publicly about that. I want to apologize for all those that feel sad about it, but I didn't really know him very well to be completely honest.
(Private to Death Eaters)
That sounded like complete bull, didn't it?
(/Private)
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